Dark conversations
Even as a lit student, I can't comprehend your words.
It seems like there is so much about you I can't decipher and don't understand.
I know not what linger's in your mind
when you smile, I just go nuts.
Cos I am stupier than you think.
Maybe you think i am out to play
but i am not as glorious
as i portray myself to be
Dah! Whats wrong with me.
E.G.O.
I need motivation and its time to play tribute to my E.G.O..
Kelvin, you ass!! You are hopelessly lazy. You are not studying as much as you should be. Don't forget the goals you have set for yourself.
In order
1. Grades for your career
2. Social Standing
3. Power
If you do nothing, you get nothing SLOB!!! Anything less than A+ is not good enough. Everyone has got equal opportunities in school. Moreover you are a bloody child prodigy. So you should be better than anyone else. You should be second to NONE. Cos you are Kelvin. Kelvin!!!!!
Its time for you to step up and steal the show. Because there is no fellow in the firmament. When Alexander was your age, he was already king of macedonia!!! When Ceasar was your age he was already senator!!!When mr Gates was your age he already drop out of school. Arg! I am no where near. I can't even beat Sim Wong Fu.
Ok, nothing's changed dude. Now...focus...focus....think of what to do to win. Then visualise trashing everyone and making them cry....then go ahead and do it. Cos you are bloody K.LOW. Kelvin the greatest.!!!! Slack is a word beyond my dictionary. Every other word in my dictionary means greatness. Yeah!!!!
*footnote...i am gonna quit GreenTea. Its a bloody addiction...
*Pokes* A question
Your's random
Mine's dumb
Hart!!
When you smile
I go nuts
Ask me why?
Hart! Shut Up!!
...no more inspiration to write further. Argg!!! What am I doing. Haha.
This ain't me man...destroys the coolness of my blog...wth...
I am losing focus of my goals
Losing the drive for achievement
Hanging on stories...beyond me
This is not me... ...
Hellweek
Its so damn interesting I must document this. I am not 20 mins into day 3 of hell week.A breather at last.
Day 1 started on saturday morning 2am
chiong project
2-4pm tuition
After which, study and chiong project somemore, bloody biz law.
>spill over to day 2 0001 hrs
0300hr... sleep at last
0900hrs..wake up, tuition
10-1500hrs... its tough earning a living
1500hrs-1900hrs...readings, project
plus some more reading and project...dying off...
>spill over to day 3
ETS(expected time to sleep)...0300 hrs
0900hrs...LTB project meeting
1200hrs...Biz law meeting
somewhere inbetween...go to suntec settle ASOC stuff...damn
1700hrs...FA project..nnb...
and we shall see what happens next
Turmoil
My entries are getting darker and darker. With each post, I find myself sinking deeper into the wounds of Zente. This beams of arrows just shoot through me and burn me like nothing. Guilt. Is serreya's touch blessed healing or a mandate to my mortal wounds. Somewhere in my hearts(intended), Zente is beginning to cry.
Light Bringer
Hello, my name is K.Low. I am a champion. I am a star that shines my own light. I follow no one and do as I wish. Nothing deters me. The concept of failure does not exist in my realm. I only know of continuous learning, exposure and improvement. My only objective is to win everyone else and feel proud. Pride is my poison.
Bitching
Sad...seems like I seldom have anything positive for my blog. Been a hectic week. Poof, one week just flew by and tomorrow is friday again. Let me start with the situation in my room right now...
Their voices are damn high and shrill. It's not just about being loud. Sometimes I just wonder whats wrong with these people. Why flood my room every single night. There's a living room, so whats the problem. There is a 40 inch LCD outside, why cramp into my room and watch a bloody 15" . Why sleep in my room everynight when you have got a bed of your own. Why sleep on the sofa or on the floor. Crazy or just dumb? I really wonder...can't you tell that i am f***king studying? So talking to me...and then stop talking to yourself...really. Who the hell exclaims in excitement to yourself.
And its f***king 12 o clock. I have got classes at 8. I want to sleep. And I have to chase people out of my room every night so that I can sleep quietly. WTF!!!!! Now i have to chase people off my bed!!!!!!!!!!!!! WT-flying-F!!!!!
Arg.This is irritating. I am just waiting for the day when I get a stable job. The first thing I am going to do is to rent a room and move out. Life's a bitch.
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