< Zentenism
Monday, July 30, 2007

Kao, quite pissed off with the fact that I need to think twice about buying a G2000 shirt. Perfect illustration of how financially strapped I am. But who cares, I think its good I have learnt to b thrifty.

And for all the things that I want, I am gonna get it somehow. I gonna earn and save till I can get them this christmas.

And, my ego has inflated yet again, pride is still strong. Good. And I may actually be quite sia lan when school starts.

So, financial goal setting. 6236. thats the starting point.
I will bring it back to my standards.
3764 will bring me back into the 10k mark
but just for the sake of challenge, lets make it 12k. SO 5764 in 5 months. Tough, but possible.

- posted by zente at 11:53 PM

Sunday, July 29, 2007

Had a new business idea lately. May use it for my MA project. Haha. If you are free, can you pls help me do a quick survey? Its just 10 MCQ questions.

- posted by zente at 7:11 PM

Sunday, July 22, 2007


I have lost that which I value most. The feel good factor. Been trying to get it back desperately but can't. Guess it is going to take time. But i need my aura back. Yea. SOON.

Yeah someone said I have a public persona. I guess its true. Though I am still strongly positive inside. I feel damn f**king dui. Career. Power. Wealth. Respect. Well still there though. Maybe save for wealth. Hate the feeling that there are things beyond my financial capabilities.

And seriously I can't afford to lose confidence cos its damn important to me. My pride cannot take it sia.

- posted by zente at 10:48 AM

Thursday, July 19, 2007

I am totally psyched up.
Yes fuck it, I lost 4 k due to greed and a stupid mistake.

My mantra. Accept failure. Learn the lesson. Turn it into motivation.

I am going to work 10 times harder from this day on so that my starting pay hits at least 6 K.

Thanks to the fact that I have learnt the meaning of pride over ego. So what if I fall hard. I ain't dead. Yesterday, Andrew said I am so positive I am inhuman at times. Yes, I am beyond human.

Right now, I have nothing. But I know I have the potential to be EVERYTHING.

- posted by zente at 3:54 AM

Wednesday, July 18, 2007

- posted by zente at 8:43 AM

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