I am back
It has been a long time since i last blogged. And how have life been so far? Let me just say that there is nothing much to look forward to these days. Actually, I have expected this before ORD. If you refer to my older entries, I already knew life will come to a standstill. There is nothing exciting, nothing challenging and nothing to send the heart pounding. All that remains is repetitive boredom. Day after day. The same things to do, the same things heard and the same things said. A new movie, a new sport. No doubt something new, but nothing meaningful and exciting. Nothing worth more than a moment of thought.
Teaching was something new, but it soon became a routine as well. My week passed slowly. coming hpme at 3pm daily, all i did was play dota and watch tv. nothing productive. I thing I lack discipline. The discipline to be consistent with my work and studies. I can scold myself everytime i start slacking but without the discipline, when will I achieve my goals? Haiz
I know I am good. BUt I am definitely not "there" yet. I ain't complete. I know.
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