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Yet someone saw only what i wrote. Thinking that an end was what i wanted. Missing out the entire point of me negating my own suggesting. And true enough i can only blame myself for not explaining when the time came. Instead i went along with a solution i raised but i didn't want.if you don't believe, please check with mr nick pang . I thought i didn't have the wil to get over. Yet i was trying and i was acting like i already did. Maybe i didn't act well. Anyway i have no intention of back tracking cos it will result in another deja vu. My regret, i was not able to be a good friend when i was. I owe you for that. I take blame for my nonchalence when its time to make things clear. I think its too complicated for any good to come out of this friendship anymore. The status quo is better left untouched.there is already no going back. And for that i know i am not that great after all. Hai. Its stupid to dwell over this kind of things and its not like me at all. I already made myself look stupid alot of times.
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