Zentenism

Wednesday, November 01, 2006

I am glad that my new found confidence can cushion against this. But still, it came really abruptly. Not that it's some catastrophic setback but. It really changes the way I look at everything. To think that I have actually been in the blind. Gosh, was I stupid.

And so...show hand or pass. It is afterall a game and very much a gamble.The only words I can contemplate now is "what the f**k". The good thing is that I am amazingly composed and calm;unshaken. I am part pissed, part dissapointed, part shocked and part sad.what the...

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- posted by zente at 9:02 PM