I think that I have been pretty uncool over the past few days. For good reasons.
Firstly, I have been quite lazy with school work. But what I am really unhappy about is the way I have been treating myself. I haven't been fair to myself. I treated myself like a loser simply because I felt that way. Undermining my personal well being. That's not how I should treat myself. No way. To get the best out of the worse situation, thats style.
I have spent time building upon my confidence, now its time to build upon my sense of internal security. As always, such times ain't easy. Obstacles and hurdles are bound to be in the way. But I believe I can walk out of it a better person. Because I can and I will. Remember how Power is nothing without Will?
What happened to the saying "I do as I wish". I won't like that degrade to a mere fallacy. And what happened to "I have never failed to achieve anythign I set out to achieve". It's not really about achievement per se. Its about acknowledging self worthiness and the fighting spirit.
I have come thus far. I cannot lose sight of my vision and goals now. I simply can't afford to do so. I never felt more confident than this. When I said:
"My greatest strength is that I am able to evaluate myself, set ambitious objective and then know whats best, so that I can systematically achieve them"
At this moment, I am tremendously happy with myself and I am touched. I think I have made a breakthrough above and beyond my JC golden age. I am proud my myself.
I think I should be an inspirational speaker.
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