I won't let this continue for much longer.
Need to wake up my idea and save myself from going downhill.
I feel that my wellbeing and happiness is being exposed to externalities.
If I hide and shield it, I will never learn.
The one word, insecurity.
From not being aware of it.
To being aware of it
And not attempting to overcome it.
It will take time for sure.
But I don't the way things are now.
Cos I am not in fucking control of my own wellbeing.
And in short, I am not taking good care of MY life.
The short solution, fuck it, heck care.
If you can do it once, you can do it again and again and again.
You grow out of it.
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