Zentenism

Sunday, July 22, 2007

Kaoz...dui...

I have lost that which I value most. The feel good factor. Been trying to get it back desperately but can't. Guess it is going to take time. But i need my aura back. Yea. SOON.

Yeah someone said I have a public persona. I guess its true. Though I am still strongly positive inside. I feel damn f**king dui. Career. Power. Wealth. Respect. Well still there though. Maybe save for wealth. Hate the feeling that there are things beyond my financial capabilities.

And seriously I can't afford to lose confidence cos its damn important to me. My pride cannot take it sia.

- posted by zente at 10:48 AM